let's talk me, let's talk about I!

now that song is stuck in my head..

well I am a 20 year old almost 21 year old college student. I attend a school out of state which is both the best and worst idea ever (more on that later). I work as a server at a popular steakhouse where I make good money but I'm in so much debt that none of it really goes to me after I pay bills, rent and debt off i'm left with enough for food and booze. I was in a sorority but thank the lordy I'm out, that was just me paying a lot of money for a lot of drama that I didn't need. I'm single and have been for quite a while now, I'm okay with it for the most part but wouldn't mind finally meeting a man who wants a relationship for a change! I'm sick of the men I'm not interested in wanting me/something serious and the ones I want are never ready for a relationship. I just like to think that I'm too beautiful that it scares them..whatever floats my boat right? I mean the last guy I was interested in was 8 years older than I am and has a kid, that just screams daddy issues ( my dad and I have an okay relationship, and talk everyday though) but his personality was awesome and sometimes that's what really matters and he had a kickass beard! also another plus in my book. But like every other guy I was interested in he was talking to other girls and is actually now in a relationship and has been since we stopped talking in January ( talk about not ready for something serious huh?) the second guy I was recently only sorta  kinda interested in ( more like I only talked to him because I was bored, and he was cute) turned out to be a cheap 24 year old who still lives at home and doesn't have unlimited texting ( how can we communicate?!?!) and is only friends with his dad type of guy. I like a family man but I don't like a mommy's boy or a daddy's bff, I talk to my parents everyday but they don't need to know everything and I don't need to see them everyday! I mean maybe I am a little too picky when it comes to men BUT   who cares!
perfect man:
- is older.
- spoils me ( affection & materialistic sometimes).
- taller than me.
- not skinny but not fat and not too muscly.
- has a good job and goes to school or has graduated.
- good looking ( to me, I have a weird taste).
- smart, nothing worse than a stupid boy.
- STRONG personality to match mine.
- likes my friends.
- I like his friends.
- drinks but not an alcoholic.
- preferably doesn't smoke.
- I know there's more but I just can't think of any right now (it's almost 3am!)

xox